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DON'T LET THIS BREAK-UP, BREAK YOU!

  Today, I’m an intuitive heart-break healer, to help you, the successful entrepreneur, going through a heart-wrenching break-up, move through and beyond the pain, so that you receive the closure you need in order to get over him for good.

  DID YOU GROW UP BELIEVING ONE DAY YOU'LL FIND YOUR SOULMATE AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER? Me too. Guilty, but not guilty...if you know what I mean?

  ONE DAY YOU MET HIM, AND YOU BOTH FELL MADLY IN LOVE. You never loved anyone the way you loved him. You never connected with anyone the way you connected with him. 

  He knew you inside and out, and felt the same. He could read your mind. HE SAID, "YOU FEEL LIKE HOME." I know what that feels like. He knew me better than I knew myself (at that time.)

  Love initially blinded me. We shared things with each other that we swore we’d never tell another soul. He accepted me. I FELT LOVED, SEEN, APPRECIATED, HEARD, AND CHERISHED. With him, I was safe.

  I once drove eight hours from San Diego to Sacramento, by myself. We stayed on the phone the entire drive - half the time talking, half the time not. WE WERE TOGETHER EVEN WHEN WE WEREN'T.


Hi, I'm Zeina!
In Arabic, my name means "beautiful.

But that hasn't always been my story....

"You inspire my eyes to disregard the art of crying
In midst of our serenity as your soul feels safe to freely speak
And you instinctively fall in the deepest shade of love
As your heart refutes logic from ever hesitating to think"
 

Zeina

"You inspire my eyes to disregard the art of crying 

In midst of our serenity as your soul feels safe to freely speak

And you instinctively fall in the deepest shade of love

As your heart refutes logic from ever hesitating to think"
 

  I WAS SCARED THIS FEELING WOULD NEVER COME AROUND AGAIN, so I ignored my concerns and prayed they’d go away. When it was good, it was AMAZING, and when it was bad, it was really bad. 

  I remember watching "The Bachelor," when one of the contestants said that she wants the type of love that even if she and he had $0, it wouldn't matter because their love would be enough. Her words punched me in the gut. That's when I realized: LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH. IT TAKES MUCH MORE THAN LOVE TO SUSTAIN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP. And our relationship wasn't even healthy.

  The red flags, our issues, differences, and value conflicts that had been there all along were now blatant. I KNEW WE NEEDED TO BREAK-UP, but I was terrified to. I had been with him for so long that I didn't know who I was anymore or how to be alone. I was convinced I'd never be loved again the way he loved me. As much as I loved him and loved his love, I knew I wasn't in love with him anymore. 

  Two weeks after my thirtieth birthday, he came home after work, and I knew something was off. "You look like you just got back from a date," I told him. He laughed.

   Two weeks later, on a Sunday evening as I was making dinner for us, he called and canceled. I burst into tears and told my roommate he's cheating on me. An hour later he called back and said he wanted to break up. He deleted me off all his social media. WE WENT FROM NEVER BEING APART, TO NEVER SPEAKING AGAIN.

   Two weeks later, he married the girl he went on a date with one month earlier - the one he cheated on me with.

   MY HEART SHATTERED. I'd wake up in the middle of the night, clutch my heart, curl into fetal position, and cry. I'd reach my arm out and imagine what it felt like when just a few weeks ago, he was there. HE WAS ALWAYS ON MY MIND. I'D CRY AT WORK. I had no closure or understanding of what happened.

"JUST AS ONE CAN FOLD AN 8X11 PAPER 7 TIMES,
BEFORE BEING PHYSICALLY UNABLE TO FOLD IT AT 8,
MY HEART CAN ONLY SHATTER SO MUCH BEFORE
 THE LAST PIECE IS NO LONGER BIG ENOUGH TO BREAK" 
 

Zeina

"JUST AS ONE CAN FOLD AN 8X11 PAPER 7 TIMES,

BEFORE BEING PHYSICALLY UNABLE TO FOLD IT AT 8,

MY HEART CAN ONLY SHATTER SO MUCH BEFORE

 THE LAST PIECE IS NO LONGER BIG ENOUGH TO BREAK"

 

  As if the marriage wasn't final enough, the dagger to my heart was taking him off my phone line. IT WAS THE LAST CONNECTION I HAD WITH HIM. It was the only thing I could hold on to. It took less than ten minutes of talking with a representative at my phone carrier, who was oblivious to the fact that I could barely breathe or think, to cut that cord. I hung up and collapsed on my bedroom floor. I rolled over on my stomach and looked under my bed for anything he might have left behind that would allow me to retain any type of connection to him. There was nothing. I FELT COMPLETELY ALONE. 

  Every song reminded me of him. EVERY TIME MY PHONE WENT OFF I PRAYED IT WAS HIM. I cried when I drove past places that had significance to us. I FELT ANGRY, BITTER, DEVASTATED, HUMILIATED, RESENTFUL, GUILTY, AND DISILLUSIONED. I'd slip him into every conversation I could, then apologize for bringing him up.

"It's just that I was with him for so long that he's in all my stories," I told one of my close friends.

"So, you make new stories," she said encouragingly. 

  Immediately after the break-up, I started to see my Intuitive Healer, Jennica Mills of Be Oneness, again. I worked with her for years prior to my relationship (so the fact that I stopped seeing her once I started dating him should've been a red flag!) I cried as I told her everything. At one point, I asked if she could hold my hand because I felt so alone as I cried.

  In one session, over all my tears, she asked me a question that changed my life: "ARE YOU FAMILIAR WITH RETURN OF SATURN?" I was not, but quickly learned everything I could about it.

  I discovered that it takes Saturn thirty years to orbit around Earth. By the time you turn thirty - give or take a few years - Saturn will be in the same position that it was when you were born. It's an extremely powerful, universal phenomenon, that no one can escape. THERE ARE SPECIFIC LESSONS THAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IN THIS LIFETIME. Your Return of Saturn really wakes you up to MAKE SURE THAT YOU'VE LEARNED THE LESSONS THAT'RE NECESSARY FOR YOU TO KNOW IN ORDER FOR YOU TO TRANSITION INTO YOUR NEXT PHASE OF YOUR LIFE.

  Rewind a few years ago when I was twenty-seven. My best friend’s grandmother passed away. The night before her funeral he told me through tears, “My grandmother taught me to love myself.” That sentence changed my entire life. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOURSELF. I thought you needed to be worthy and deserving in order to receive it from someone else.

  I struggled with self-worth my entire life. I grew up in a culture that promoted beauty and thinness. I had bad acne as a teenager, developed an eating disorder, gained lots of weight, and wasn’t popular with the boys. I wanted to be loved but the paradigm I knew didn’t allow me to believe I was worthy or deserving of it.

  

  As if the marriage wasn't final enough, the dagger to my heart was taking him off my phone line. IT WAS THE LAST CONNECTION I HAD WITH HIM. It was the only thing I could hold on to. It took less than ten minutes of talking with a representative at my phone carrier, who was oblivious to the fact that I could barely breathe or think, to cut that cord. I hung up and collapsed on my bedroom floor. I rolled over on my stomach and looked under my bed for anything he might have left behind that would allow me to retain any type of connection to him. There was nothing. I FELT COMPLETELY ALONE. 

  Every song reminded me of him. EVERY TIME MY PHONE WENT OFF I PRAYED IT WAS HIM. I cried when I drove past places that had significance to us. I FELT ANGRY, BITTER, DEVASTATED, HUMILIATED, RESENTFUL, GUILTY, AND DISILLUSIONED. I'd slip him into every conversation I could, then apologize for bringing him up.

"It's just that I was with him for so long that he's in all my stories," I told one of my close friends.

"So, you make new stories," she said encouragingly. 

  Immediately after the break-up, I started to see my Intuitive Healer, Jennica Mills of Be Oneness, again. I worked with her for years prior to my relationship (so the fact that I stopped seeing her once I started dating him should've been a red flag!) I cried as I told her everything. At one point, I asked if she could hold my hand because I felt so alone as I cried.

  In one session, over all my tears, she asked me a question that changed my life: "ARE YOU FAMILIAR WITH RETURN OF SATURN?" I was not, but quickly learned everything I could about it.

 

  As if the marriage wasn't final enough, the dagger to my heart was taking him off my phone line. IT WAS THE LAST CONNECTION I HAD WITH HIM. It was the only thing I could hold on to. It took less than ten minutes of talking with a representative at my phone carrier, who was oblivious to the fact that I could barely breathe or think, to cut that cord. I hung up and collapsed on my bedroom floor. I rolled over on my stomach and looked under my bed for anything he might have left behind that would allow me to retain any type of connection to him. There was nothing. I FELT COMPLETELY ALONE. 

  Every song reminded me of him. EVERY TIME MY PHONE WENT OFF I PRAYED IT WAS HIM. I cried when I drove past places that had significance to us. I FELT ANGRY, BITTER, DEVASTATED, HUMILIATED, RESENTFUL, GUILTY, AND DISILLUSIONED. I'd slip him into every conversation I could, then apologize for bringing him up.

"It's just that I was with him for so long that he's in all my stories," I told one of my close friends.

"So, you make new stories," she said encouragingly. 

  Immediately after the break-up, I started to see my Intuitive Healer, Jennica Mills of Be Oneness, again. I worked with her for years prior to my relationship (so the fact that I stopped seeing her once I started dating him should've been a red flag!) I cried as I told her everything. At one point, I asked if she could hold my hand because I felt so alone as I cried.

  In one session, over all my tears, she asked me a question that changed my life: "ARE YOU FAMILIAR WITH RETURN OF SATURN?" I was not, but quickly learned everything I could about it.

  I discovered that it takes Saturn thirty years to orbit around Earth. By the time you turn thirty - give or take a few years - Saturn will be in the same position that it was when you were born. It's an extremely powerful, universal phenomenon, that no one can escape. THERE ARE SPECIFIC LESSONS THAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IN THIS LIFETIME. Your Return of Saturn really wakes you up to MAKE SURE THAT YOU'VE LEARNED THE LESSONS THAT'RE NECESSARY FOR YOU TO KNOW IN ORDER FOR YOU TO TRANSITION INTO YOUR NEXT PHASE OF YOUR LIFE.

  Rewind a few years ago when I was twenty-seven. My best friend’s grandmother passed away. The night before her funeral he told me through tears, “My grandmother taught me to love myself.” That sentence changed my entire life. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOURSELF. I thought you needed to be worthy and deserving in order to receive it from someone else.

  I struggled with self-worth my entire life. I grew up in a culture that promoted beauty and thinness. I had bad acne as a teenager, developed an eating disorder, gained lots of weight, and wasn’t popular with the boys. I wanted to be loved but the paradigm I knew didn’t allow me to believe I was worthy or deserving of it.

  

I discovered that it takes Saturn thirty years to orbit around Earth. By the time you turn thirty - give or take a few years - Saturn will be in the same position that it was when you were born. It's an extremely powerful, universal phenomenon, that no one can escape. THERE ARE SPECIFIC LESSONS THAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IN THIS LIFETIME. Your Return of Saturn really wakes you up to make sure that you've learned the lessons that are necessary for you to know in order for you to transition into your next phase of your life. 

  Rewind a few years ago when I was twenty-seven. My best friend’s grandmother passed away. The night before her funeral he told me through tears, “My grandmother taught me to love myself.” That sentence changed my entire life. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOURSELF. I thought you needed to be worthy and deserving in order to receive it from someone else.

  I struggled with self-worth my entire life. I grew up in a culture that promoted beauty and thinness. I had bad acne as a teenager, developed an eating disorder, gained lots of weight, and wasn’t popular with the boys. I wanted to be loved but the paradigm I knew didn’t allow me to believe I was worthy or deserving of it.

  

Zeina

"A DISTORTED REFLECTION REDUCES THIS WOMAN INTO A FIFTEEN-YEAR-OLD INSECURE GIRL

WHO FORMALLY ENSLAVED THE GHOST OF HER VANITY DEEP INSIDE THIS EMPTY MIRROR

AND THE BLACK PHANTOM OF THE PAST LURKS IN HUNGER TO SWALLOW HER WHOLE

UNLESS SHE ASSERTIVELY RECOGNIZES A SURVIVOR IN GUISE AND CONQUERS HER HARROWING FEAR "




 

"A DISTORTED REFLECTION REDUCES THIS WOMAN INTO A FIFTEEN-YEAR-OLD INSECURE GIRL
WHO FORMALLY ENSLAVED THE GHOST OF HER VANITY DEEP INSIDE THIS EMPTY MIRROR
AND THE BLACK PHANTOM OF THE PAST LURKS IN HUNGER TO SWALLOW HER WHOLE
UNLESS SHE ASSERTIVELY RECOGNIZES A SURVIVOR IN GUISE AND CONQUERS HER HARROWING FEAR"
 

  THE ACTIONS OF MY EX GAVE ME EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF, CHOOSE MYSELF, AND LOVE MYSELF. I CHOSE HIM OVER ME, EVERY...SINGLE...TIME.

  In coaching, I learned how to heal from that core wound by accessing the intuitive information I already have within me. My coach held the space for me as I went deep on why I didn't listen to myself and how I let things get so bad. In addition, how I could find the closure I so desperately wanted since I'd never receive it from him.

  All my actions, and reactions in the relationship, were a direct reflection of how I felt about myself. The inner work, my return of Saturn, was about REBUILDING A SOLID FOUNDATION OF SELF-WORTH, LEARN TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND SPEAK UP, NO MATTER WHAT!

 I went from believing the break-up was the worst thing to ever happen to me, to thanking God that it happened.

Zeina

BORN FOR A PURPOSE MORE PREEMINENT THAN HER PERCEPTIBILITY HAS YET TO MANIFEST

ENOUGH DEVALUING THE PRICE AT WHICH SHE DEEMS HERSELF WORTH IN A REFLECTIVE SPHERE

STOP RENOUNCING CHOSEN, BUT NEVER DEFINING, OBSTACLES THAT CONSTRUCT THIS WOMAN

AND GO SHATTER ALL EXPECTATIONS HARDER THAN A WARPED IMAGE NOW FREE FROM THIS MIRROR"
 

"BORN FOR A PURPOSE MORE PREEMINENT THAN HER PERCEPTIBILITY HAS YET TO MANIFEST
ENOUGH DEVALUING THE PRICE AT WHICH SHE DEEMS HERSELF WORTH IN A REFLECTIVE SPHERE
STOP RENOUNCING CHOSEN, BUT NEVER DEFINING, OBSTACLES THAT CONSTRUCT THIS WOMAN
AND GO SHATTER ALL EXPECTATIONS HARDER THAN A WARPED IMAGE NOW FREE FROM THIS MIRROR" 
 

Success Coach, Emily Williams, of I Heart My Life
B-School with Marie Forleo
Success Coach, Sara Anna Powers
Personal one-on-one mentor-ship with Leah Gervais of Urban20Something
Personal one-on-one mentor-ship with Kimberly Pendleton of Uncovered

  HEALING AND REBUILDING YOURSELF AFTER A HEART-WRENCHING BREAK-UP IS THE HAPPY ENDING - EVEN IF IT DOESN'T LOOK OR FEEL LIKE THAT RIGHT NOW. 

  When you put yourself in the position to receive support in moving through and beyond the pain, then the pain doesn't have to hurt anymore, and any worse, than it does in this very moment. 

  If you feel like you can't get over him...YOU CAN!

  If you don't know how to detach and let him go...YOU CAN!

  If you feel guilty that you're hurting him...YOU'RE NOT!

  If he keeps contacting you, and it's making you emotionally exhausted, YOU CAN LET GO!

  LET'S STOP LETTING THIS BREAK-UP, BREAK YOU!

   

  THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY IT COULD'VE HAPPENED. I could never shift into the next phase of my life with him. While he helped me become the woman I am today, I’d never be the woman I am today with him. I LOOK BACK AT OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GRATITUDE. 

   In 2017 I began working with Reiki healer, Sharna Langlais of Seek Spark Shine, in 2018. I became Reiki certified, level I, under Sharna along with intuitive development classes to understand and fine tune my intuitive gifts. 

  Since that break-up, I'VE CREATED MY OWN THRIVING COACHING BUSINESS. Each day I'm humbled to support women all over the world in their similar heartbreak journeys. I've invested, and continue to invest, multiple five figures in coaching with elite-level coaches including:

Success Coach, Emily Williams, of I Heart My Life
B-School with Marie Forleo
Success Coach, Sara Anna Powers
Personal one-on-one mentor-ship with Leah Gervais of Urban20Something
Personal one-on-one mentor-ship with Kimberly Pendleton of Uncovered

  HEALING AND REBUILDING YOURSELF AFTER A HEART-WRENCHING BREAK-UP IS THE HAPPY ENDING - EVEN IF IT DOESN'T LOOK OR FEEL LIKE THAT RIGHT NOW. 

  When you put yourself in the position to receive support in moving through and beyond the pain, then the pain doesn't have to hurt anymore, and any worse, than it does in this very moment. 

  If you feel like you can't get over him...YOU CAN!

  If you don't know how to detach and let him go...YOU CAN!

  If you feel guilty that you're hurting him...YOU'RE NOT!

  If he keeps contacting you, and it's making you emotionally exhausted, YOU CAN LET GO!

  LET'S STOP LETTING THIS BREAK-UP, BREAK YOU!

   

I'm driven by helping women going through heart-wrenching break-ups to move through & beyond the pain, disillusionment, and resentment so that she receives the closure she needs to get over him for good.

It's my great honor to be a part of your journey and show you how.

LET'S GET STARTED!

"You're a cut that will bleed
a wound that will close
iT'LL ALL SOMEDAY fade
BUT LEAVE A BEAUTIFUL SCAR TO show"

- Zeina

“Zeina helped me walk the walk and talk the talk. I now realize what I was missing in my life. I was able to pull through the toughest thing in my life with the guidance and help from her. I have grown and I have changed the way I live and carry out my life with relationships. Thank you, Zeina!!!!"

Cheryl C.

"You helped me let go and free myself today! That was an amazing call!"

Joy P.

"This lesson came at the perfect time. Thank you so much. I needed this kick in the butt!"

Suz

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